I hate when I think about my relationship. The future terrifies me, especially now since he is moving to New York and I am staying here in Texas. My coworker asked if I was happy or just comfortable and I don’t even know what I am at this point. I have been making myself numb to anything that involves him so that I don’t think about how long he will be gone or how sad I will get. I feel more like friends because of the way I am distancing myself. I just want to protect myself, but I know this is not the way to do it but I can’t stop myself when I do it. And we fight almost every time we see each other.
I don’t have friends close by to rely on anymore (not that I went out of my way to be a social butterfly because I was an idiot). I keep isolating myself. Now I’m going to have nothing all over again and I don’t know how to handle that. I just want to know how to keep myself smiling but nothing works.

Fuck small things, man. I hate moving. I just find all my small stuff and go “where the fuck can I hide this shit?”

Gonna have my dream dress on display in my room from now on!

Gonna have my dream dress on display in my room from now on!

Before (all my stuff from my apartment back into my room…how?) and mid point (there’s a floor???!!)

Have a lot of stuff to bring in and sort still but I am getting my room put together. :)




6 selfies 2k14

not a guy, they/them

you look like a teenage thor



this is the most inaccurate representation of how animals work ive ever seen

I’m so glad someone finally GIF’d these walk cycles because it was my favorite part and screencaps just didn’t do it justice



Infamous 3rd year “My father will hear about this” Draco refusing to participate in Lupin’s class on boggarts because the whole thing is ridiculous but when it’s his turn he walks up to the wardrobe and Lucius Malfoy steps out




why the fuck is fighting weak to bug types. i’ll punch a bee, i dont give a fuck